My day started out a bit good… Neutral. Most of the time when I take a glimpse of him he always catch me. *sigh*

I already said goodbye martyrdom but I still became a martyr to him this day. I’m really stupid and I always tolerate that fact. I hateeeeeeee it. I have no self-control. I promise not to do this again. Stupidity >.<

Then we had our GC practice at dismissal. I felt dizzy and I felt so badddd. I threw up too. Hays. I hate it. I went home and threw up again. Then sleep. Threw up. Insisted to go with them to Tagaytay for dinner ‘coz it’s Mom’s birthday (Oh, Mom, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Love you :*) even if I still feel bad, a bit. Threw up in the middle of the road trip but after that I felt great and normal already. ^^

I ate just a little rice and chicken bbq. I’m afraid to throw up again so I didn’t it too much. Which is healthy for my diet. Eheee.

Then the trip to home was okay, and now am typing here.

I hope I’ll never feel that bad again. I’ll tolerate broken hearts and twisted minds but not the THROWING UP feeling. Ahhh.

Good night. ^^ I’m still online. I’ll sleep uhm later ^^